+.+

hmm...study mode:ON!

my study mode:OFF!

pathetic la...please let me concentrate...

what distraction i am having now?i can't really figure it out...this is what i found bad..

ish!concentrate!

stupid me!

many things haven't revise...and yet school will reopen just a few days later...

pressure!the 1st week will have short test..gonna be tough!

bio's project just like a thousand miles!so far la..can't finish running it..

although the journey will end but it's not the time yet...i need to complete!

stupid thing!ish!

X'M@$

Christmas!...doing nothing actually...

as usual we went to have our lunch with a stupid spec and zo siao with cousin and lastly enjoy tv time during dinner...=)

quite simple....but i love simple!<3..

BLU3$

form sixth student's blues...
aha!this is what i found during my research..
i was suppose to search for the reason why we wana do a research on form sixth students' stress...and taha!found quite number of interesting stuff on that topic..
found some blog and some complaint that claim that F6 life is tough,
it is a waste of time,
it is a suicide choice,
it is a waste of money,
it is a dead end choice,
bla bla bla...
generally all about the negative side...
of course it is just sounded by those who fail..

so how about me?
i wonder....
and of course i am absolutely not the fail one...
and also not the succeed one as my result is still an unknown!ish!
hope that i can make it..=)
okay,back to the topic...i...agree that it is tough YES!absolutely totally it's right!only if u are hard working enough and if u have set a goal for yourself that you make sure you will do anything to achieve it.
so as a form sixth student be well prepared everyday to study at least 4-5 hours...
that make me feel tired!{honestly}
if i didn't,will feel a lil regret...haha...insane me!

hmm...but bside that i feel contented during these few months in f6..like i have learn much and become more matured?mayb not...LOL...the syllabus is broad!never will memorize all and what should i do?just try to stuck in all those points in my tiny little brain and sometimes me and friends will find an alternative ways to memorize those stupid words or points---creating some story relating all those points...^^...cool huh?so smart la!haha..

bside bside bside...
i love them!



haha...cute friends in form six
this is the most important i think...
no matter what...no man is an island..
we need friend...but jealous me have such friends..=P
motivate each others and share knowledge together...never be self-fish...the most most most important one is we share foods...hah,kidding....we just bring foods to school and tuition so that we won't die from hunger!was too busy during these holidays...everyday tuition and extra class...non-stop!until evening...we could really die for the food..haha...once recess we will craving for our meals...pity us..

SO,i dont really think it is a waste of time,money or any stupid choice i have made in choosing f6.enjoy it guys...lol...once u choose and u had chosen!there is no point looking back and blame that why it isn't that way...duh!

if really stress?
yea it's stress...tired of that and too adapted...
we normally chose to release it by playing basketball shouting all the way...like hell man!but the most effective way is sing k!love that...shout your lungs out!always do that with our lovely buddies!hmm...it's time!we should hang out gals...

CH!N@

taha....come back from yun nam lor...

but not recommended ...lol...except u love scenery so much...then u can go

but what i love there is the water...

it was so clean until you can see another forest in the water...nice!

went the highest mountain...as they say when u go up 1000m high the temperature will drop 6 degree celcius and there was 4506m high above the sea level...so can u imagine how cold was it?

cold until snowing...but as a Malaysian,u will never ever see a drop of snow in Malaysia...

haha...so i went...this is the only purpose i went there...

the day after that,i felt bored and tired...feel like going back to penang immediately..

hah...weird huh?should be enjoy...but end up shivering the whole day long watching flowers, herbs,silk,china's food...=.=...duh!

this is the only food i found interesting and eatable...

it is called过桥米线...the story was a women that prepare meal for her husband that studying or working at the opposite side from their house...everyday she need to walk through the bridge to send the meal for her husband but those meal always turn cool when it reach her husband hand..

one day she accidently found out a method to keep the noodle warm...and her husband give the name as he saw his wife walk through the bridge everyday to send him the noodle...

wana know how she found out...must try it and learn the way to eat...it's interesting

every meal there must have a beer...dunno why...sien la...forced me to drink tea everyday...no tea?tio beer...no beer?tio cola..sure kena kidney failure..=.=....

hmm...and the food can see but cant eat...lol...

complaining...bla...

the only thing i like is shopping time...but some of the thing quite expensive...

i like to go to the place somewhere like pasar malam...although it's packed..but many things to buy and see..=D...and the place is huge...will be lost there...>.<

and bro bought a spec...big spec...lol..to make his face look smaller maybe...heeee...

look like fang ta dong..XD

and there is so much more thing(mostly bad thing..)...lazy write d...XP

Finally back..

yea i'm back...as normal...=)

these few week would like stress out...

EXAM!

i hate that...but love that...

haha...hate because i stress

love because have stress...

XD...sot d...

have stress i can force myself...good thing huh..

if not i will lenggang whole day watching drama..XD

stress till like everyday my hair will drop..XP

and my mom always scolded me for that...lol...scold liao then?

i will ask my hair don't drop isit?lol...

she will always say "don't too tension..u want change school bo?if can't study i give u money go college study...nevermind de..."

aha!i appreciate that...but i wana try...see whether i have the ability to do it on my own..

maybe i can maybe i'm noob...

just wana try..=D

but anyway still have 1 year more to prove that...wait to see...XP

tada!this is what i do and eat during study..XP

and this...a must for bio student...eww...!!!hate to do it my own...

disgusting!and it's smelly!gonna pass up after exam..

finally finish exam...wuh!

finally have some time to breath...

yesterday during bio paper..all of us would like sitting around discussing where to go after exam...

these is what we always do during the last day of exam...planning how to play...lol..

as liee say we must work hard play hard...

work hard is we must study till ki siao...

play hard is during party time we must ki siao..

haha...this is our style...

so...we are free now!

do u hear it my fren?

we can hang out as usual again...XD..

yesterday after exam,we flee to min house...

and she told us st was having classes..a bit disappointed..thought can give her some surprise

but at last she make us surprise...she was at home...

pauline was there too...like we were bothering them..maybe

haha...just chit chat lor...

but next time...must go some where d lor...as we promised...

we already skipped two months d leh...

aha!this is nowadays we ppl de phone...all touch screen de wor

beh pai ya...XP

心。。。痛死了

就那么最后一张全家福。。

真的不相信你会这样走了。。。

不是已经说好脚好了以后要踏脚车吗？

不是已经说好脚好了以后要驾一辆比较好的车吗?

不是已经说好脚好了以后要回中国吗？

不是已经想好你的脚好了以后会一起做很多很多的事吗？

你怎么可以不交待一声的这么就走了。。

太过分了！

你可以在等一等吗？

为什么那么急着去找婆婆呢？

我们要怎么办，没有你我真的很不习惯。。

你可以再叫我吃饭吗？就那么最后一次。。一次就好 ='(

就叫我帮你倒垃圾。。叫我的名字。。

每当我赢了个奖牌回来只有你会称赞我。。

不管是第几名，你都说好！只有你。。

所以每次的每次我都会尽力的跑。。尽力的跑。。

你叫我以后要跑给谁看呢。。

你不是说那房间很冷吗。。你怎么又要回到那边。。

你很痛吗？还是要说什么？怎么一直抓着爸爸的手，抓得好紧。。

我们都在啊。。在陪着你渡过难关。。你怎么能放弃。。

爸爸都崩溃了。。你怎么忍心看到他这样。。

我还以为只有戏会这么演。。果然当医生走出来时，我们还真的哭了。。

没办法接受刚出院的你就这样画上一个句号

爸爸说你是世上最好最伟大的爸爸了。。

我说你是世上最好最伟大的阿公了。。。

好想再吃你做的菜，你做的饭，你做的每一样东西。。我都喜欢。

虽然你离开我们才8 天，大家还仿佛听到你在喊我们吃饭的声音。。

也更想你了。。

爸爸每天都在想你。。都在提起你。。

每当想到你心都特别的痛。。痛到哭了。。

是你害我每天每天都在想你。。

是你害我变得像个哭包。。

昨天是你出现在我梦里吧。。

忘了你说什么。。但你也在想我吧。。

你的背还会痒吗？要我帮你察药吗？

不要再跌到了。。会很痛。。我们也会痛。。

你好吗？

我真的很想你。。

保重了

心痛！

前几天，眼皮不知为何一直跳。。仿佛意味着有什么事情会发生，也不知道几时开始我变得那么迷信。。在担心会有什么坏事会发生。。这件事持续了三天。。更让我担心的是星期五的来临

阿公要开刀了。。

好紧长，更害怕，心也揪着痛了起来。。

很可怕！好担心他。。

每天回家他都在提醒我说星期五的到来。。眼里总是翻着泪光看着窗外，虽然这是平常都会看到的情况。。但那几天看了特别伤心。。='(

他在担心。。我知道。。

他比任何人都害怕。。我知道。。

他有很多很多东西都放不下。。一再的叮咛要这个要那个。。

更放不下我们吧。。

日子一天一天逼近，大家更越来越紧张。。

他进医院的那天我眼皮跳的次数比之前来得多，好担心。。讨厌那种感觉。。

补习后，去看了他一眼。。他笑笑的说有点不习惯，今晚睡不着了啦。。大家也微笑了。。因为我们都知道不是因为不习惯。

8点，他赶我们回家。。说他要睡觉了。。

我们就勉强答应了，说好，明天会再来。。

眼睛泛着泪光的他便说了一句让我觉得好心痛：没关系！明天不要来也行。

眼泪都快流下来了。。

隔天，在学校都不能专心。。看着手表。。要12点了。。

他应该要进去了吧。。（眼皮还在跳）

好害怕他会害怕。。

好担心他会担心。。

虽然知道只是个小手术，还是紧张。。好像会很痛。。=（

一放学就马上赶去看。。他还在手术房。。

大家都在外头祈祷。。

等了三四个钟头，他出来了。。

脚包得好大一个。。

很可爱的问了一句：开了吗？

大家放心了。。他笑了。。说不痛没感觉。。

回房后说里面好冷好冷。。

大家陆陆续续都到了。。阿公床边爆满了人。。可见我们家庭有多大吧！XD

过后护士拿了一包东西来，好奇怪。。

三八的我们都围了过去。。

wah!pizza?!

nurse:bukan la!itu dia kaki mia bone。。。

啊！大家都好有默契的退开。。哈哈

都笑开了。。

麻醉药过了后，他开始觉得不舒服。。

翻来翻去的。。不笑了。。

“很痛吗？”

“一点点”他说。。

对从来不喊痛的他来说，那应该很痛吧。。

不知为何我的心又开始痛了起来。。

我又能做些什么呢？真希望可以帮他痛。。分担点。。

他真的很痛。。

我们的心更痛。。

nothing much...

this monday,school assembly...

didn't went late...=D...phew!

i didn't really heard what they're talking in front anyway...

they announced our exam is going to held earlier..

sob....the previous exam just passed 2 weeks ago....

and now gonna suffer again!it's tough!really tough!argh..

the "T6" in class(we called ourselves...lol)always give each others strength or should i say pressure?...lol..wateva...but we did really much for each other because we know...we must score in stpm...i dont really like to compete with each other...i just wana try my best..but maybe for others that's where they find the pressure,a way to make them move on...we have our own ways as we are all special..=)...why T6?hmm...top 6?try to be like a G6?tough 6?talkative 6?bla bla bla...i also dunno...XP just we will stick 2gether whenever we go,study,eat,talk,activities even toilet...lol...

but i just like it!haha...at least there is someone to be with,to talk with...cause these few days i really stress out...maybe everyone of us..

we laugh and make noise in class...so loudly and annoying but we are crying and suffering inside..who knows?

don't stress urself...my friends...

jia you!gambateh!=D

the results had out...one of us must be the top 1..yes!as we promised!

i don't really did well haiz...expected..no hard feeling...XP

期待。。

yesterday...went neway with them..<3

when we come out...all of us have one 共同点---our voice were the same...yay...haha...

quite sui de was...we cant really find a place to have our dinner...

all restaurant were full house even though it look quite loosely in there...

all malay's fault...(isu sensitif XP) ...they buka puasa that time...

ish! walk around bout half hour...only decide to settle down in station one..

raining that time we bought a nice umbrella...haha...love it...

when we're going back,only realize we haven't capture any photo...

min take out her polaroid...but cant find anyone to help us capture...

at this time,our creative imagination make us burst in laughter...XD

a bit ki siao d...totally no image that time...>.<

but really have fun!=D

noob!XP

so so so looking forward for tonight gathering...

hah...gonna meet again...

T0t@LLy F@!L.....

ahh!!!!!!

stress out!!!!

really have to shout out my lungs only the tension will be released...

i never never been that stressful before...

no matter it's myself or the cause of surrounding

i can't control but only can avoid....

can't really stand how people look at me like i'm a pro

i really NOT!

urgh..."mind ur attitude please!" this words always remind me that i really not tat clever....

the test that just over really proved that i'm stupid...

how many works should i do to improve myself?it's as much as a mountain high books that could make my study a tough way...

haiz....our aim are STPM....not test...our teacher said...

fine!i wont take that so seriously anyway...

P.S.{can't imagine how worst will the result be...really will down}

blabla....

to release stress...WE are going to meet up again...

our promise...as we are buddies...=D

many thing to talk and gossip....topic will never end...

that is the only moment that study will never interrupt me

so after exam....all of us are fully book...haha...

thank god i have them....<3

R3C3NTLY...

Have been disappear for few weeks...

lol...busy ar...(like many function..>.<)

Good news and bad news come together make me feel hard to express...

urh!sometimes ....

so just let's talk bout the merry moment we had these days...=)

firstly,ah siang's birthday!met buddies again!

haha...really is one month once..<3

the thing that disappoint me was cant follow them after that..

thought could talk more..=(

sunday,they came again with ming ying for basketball + swim..=P

thought would like last time play bb together

but it's just different when playing with different ppl..

hope will gather to play bb next time...=D

this morning we red group got the victory...

haha...again it's the tug of war...wohoo!

so "high" nia...

last victory match was with form six teammate...

aha!that was the "highest"!

muaks...love that feeling so much!

NEXT!the next match coming soon...

the match we are waiting since form 4...

basketball!yay!

afternoon they came to practice...hah...

we take it so seriously nia...

so so so ngam we all wear the same shirt...

not pakat de lor...that's really is mo qi!...

all of us were shock when saw each other...

2mr is the day...we are prepare for this!

L@T3!

i hate to wait...

i really mean it...

the one who's late is unforgivable...

i have no patient

it's wasting my time....

time is gold did u heard that before?

so.....i hate myself...

i'm the one who's late...

what for being late huh?

bla!

i'm famous to be late!

not kidding...it's serious...

anyway,i don't really know why....

MAYBE...i say maybe....i love sleeping...LOL....

tehee....paiseh ya....

i don't really mean to late...but u know lar...i can't control...

just like this week...

i've been late to school twice...>.<

the 1st time i'm late bout...5 minutes...

ok hor...not that bad la...

the 2nd time is TODAY!

urgh!the most serious one...

i'm late bout half an hour...means that i reached school at 8am...

(haha..)..迟到好过没到嘛！

the most sui one was the very 1st assembly since school reopen for f6 was held today

huiyo!sui dao!

caught spot check!hate that....aiz...forget bout that...

everyone watched at me like the whole universe had stopped at the moment when i stepped into the hall...sia sui!

LOL!又不是第一次！看屁啦！XP

shouldn't go to school this morning...

but sure many thing to do...sure will miss something important...so i went!

anyway school should forgive those who's late,because they came at last...they choose to face the consequences so bravely...

in the contrary,the one who's absent should be punish...they escaped...

(duh!this is the voice out of the belated)

R@ND0M

blablabla~

feel really bored and sien this few days...

life have become a bit consistent...do same thing everyday...

and really feel like gonna get sick if this continue...

tired to read non-stop...tired to think

non-stop...tired even when sitting down watching movie...urh!..

never have any time to rest....

or maybe i'm weak in managing time...bla~

but...the only thing i can do is only study...

LOL...sien right?...yea i thought of that too....

SO....we hang out!

the first one was band gathering.....

hmm...that is after we having our study group...

just have lunch and fooling around with alvin's camera and laptop...

have fun anyway...

and gonna meet up again on saturday...for the hues of music--band's concert...

continue after concert...gone MCD!gone till midnight woo~...XP

yesterday...went to qb to have dinner with buddies...

maybe it's a farewell for ching ee...since she's going to be a teacher soon...XD

gone to friday!the price would like...fuyoh!

spend time with pauline,pi,ce and st chatting and shop and even play in qb untill 9pm...

gone out whole day...wow!meet min and her family too...=)...

untill today morning...have breakfast with wen fei loh....haha...dim sum again...and that pi...totally forget bout this...sleep until we finish having our breakfast...>.<....anyway...we are still that siao....we are still having that gossip style...we are still BUDDIES!

many thing had changed after all of us graduate...but the only remain is friend...appreciate that...=D

$CH00L...

aloha...we f6 are having 2 weeks holidays...

this is what we have to wear to school...noob kah?XP

anyway,we have no school days...BUT...not for tuition...

our holidays would like our tuition week...sien...

got ...got....free time...but only for sunday lor...XD

aiz...but i think i will enjoy SOME of the days...=)

just have a look on my timetable (or i would say ours)

when we realize holidays is around the corner...

we too realize we've just study for 3 weeks in form 6...

omg!only 3 weeks...the pressure we have would like we've studied a year..

duh!this is what we call form 6 right?

we really have to study everyday...=.=

aha!the day i would enjoy was basketball day!haha...

we've plan to at least make ourselves sweat a day in a week..

that's mean we'll have sports..=)

the 1st two weeks was basketball!

again only we four...tehee...

this photos was taken after we have our study group..

really down...no mood to play at all...

that teach us a lesson...

we must not have our sports after study...

so, that day we just keep photo-shooting...XP

F0RM 6...

i've checked in form 6 2 weeks ago..

after this few days...i would say "STRESS" is given to us day by day...

what's wrong?is form 6 that hard?

everyone of them is emphasizing ATTITUDE...ok fine!that's reasonable...since all of us have that...haha...attitude of study...duh!

and also SHARING...never be selfish in sharing ur knowledge...

besides have to study everyday if not u won't catch up...haiz...is that true?(haven gone that far,i really can't imagine)

SO,we gals decided and concluded our rules in school and also in study ourselves...how aggressive are we! hahahaha...

the very 1st one is we must have study group every week...

study a 0.1 chapter more than the syllabus that teacher had taught...

must raise up ur hand to ask question everyday at least one time...

sms each other to remind how far should we study...

crazy huh?i thought of that too...but for our seniors i think it's normal...many of them asked to come back school to share their thought=giving us pressure + scaring us how hard it is

after class started for few days...

we've lost our recess time...why?

it's just simply because after those classes,all of us had stunned there and feel so tired and lazy to go down to the canteen...some classes also took over our recess time...left few minutes for us..=.=...anyway...this is the first time i really feel that that's the time of study...冲啊!

yesterday....me liee pi leo stay back to solve the math prob...stay bout one hour in class...haha..it's really fun!the study group we thought of maybe is like this...that day is only a rehearsal...XD...

after dropping leo...we three went to MCD-as seniors say that's their location of study group....

of course we'll have our sweet lunch there...<3...haha...and then solve the question in "federal"...we plan to solve 10+ question before we go back but end up solving 5 and a half question...using 1 and a half hour...LOL!

gone back at 5 with frustration...>.<

of course i won't give up that easy...continue annoying my bro with those challenging question...make him keep...yor yor yor!at last solve only one question for me...=.=

today went to school for tuition again...MATH tuition...

straight fainted....really can't figure it out...and so tired...

we've sat there for 8 hours...including having our lunch there...

gonna have heart attack soon..=.=...

one word to describe form 6...STRESS!

L@$T 0UT!NG

wednesday was quite disappointing in the morning because raining..

raining=basketball match cancelled...though some of them came but we never join...

in the contrary , afternoon was having so much fun with them..^^

gone neway,after singing for 5 hours...our sound were gone!ah ah testing 1 2 3...all sore throat..=.=...

以毒攻毒...we went to eat tomyam steamboat...haha...surprisingly,our voice came back...XD

anyway...happy to gather again...^^

friday noon liee's mom fetch us go bayu emas apartment for apartment stay which organised by loh and boon...so excited that my mom allow me to overnite...my very 1st time..grown up d?mayb she thought...really have fun there..the scenery of sunset was so amazing!

we prepare our barbecue party at bout 5.30pm...and the weather was unpleasant..like all of us were sweating every second...i'm escaping from the sun since i'm dark enough!argh..

while they're enjoying their "solarium"..we four went to hard rock for air-con...lol...keep photo-shooting too..^^

at night,we gals were screaming and scrambling places to sleep in the middle of the bed...er..mayb we scare or something...and the horrible thing is liee keep told us bout the ghost thing..and loh close our lamp...duh!that's why...

so we choose to chit chat until morning but still those boys wana sleep!..=.=...all beh tahan...

watching all of them sleep at the living room...we gals sure follow..XD

at last...we empty the three rooms and occupied the whole living room..>.<

we lie down...and it's so noisy...none of us can sleep..haiz...

loh : SHHHH...!!!

a sudden silent...

everyone : hahahhahahahaha.....

loh : SHHHH....!!!

a sudden silent again

everyone : wahahhahahahahaha...

again and again...

we last this joke for bout half an hour only all of us calm down..LOL...what a joke..want sleep silently also that hard

about 4 something in the morning...we heard 忐忑... =.=....our morning call...again...all burst in laughter...i think most of them not really sleep...like me..>.<

tada!final photo...we went gurney for lunch together..have a happy ending..=)

at night when wedding dinner with mom...tired!

saw some ex-colleagues ...hmm...