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hmm...study mode:ON!

my study mode:OFF!

pathetic la...please let me concentrate...

what distraction i am having now?i can't really figure it out...this is what i found bad..

ish!concentrate!

stupid me!

many things haven't revise...and yet school will reopen just a few days later...

pressure!the 1st week will have short test..gonna be tough!

bio's project just like a thousand miles!so far la..can't finish running it..

although the journey will end but it's not the time yet...i need to complete!

stupid thing!ish!

X'M@$

Christmas!...doing nothing actually...

as usual we went to have our lunch with a stupid spec and zo siao with cousin and lastly enjoy tv time during dinner...=)

quite simple....but i love simple!<3..

BLU3$

form sixth student's blues...
aha!this is what i found during my research..
i was suppose to search for the reason why we wana do a research on form sixth students' stress...and taha!found quite number of interesting stuff on that topic..
found some blog and some complaint that claim that F6 life is tough,
it is a waste of time,
it is a suicide choice,
it is a waste of money,
it is a dead end choice,
bla bla bla...
generally all about the negative side...
of course it is just sounded by those who fail..

so how about me?
i wonder....
and of course i am absolutely not the fail one...
and also not the succeed one as my result is still an unknown!ish!
hope that i can make it..=)
okay,back to the topic...i...agree that it is tough YES!absolutely totally it's right!only if u are hard working enough and if u have set a goal for yourself that you make sure you will do anything to achieve it.
so as a form sixth student be well prepared everyday to study at least 4-5 hours...
that make me feel tired!{honestly}
if i didn't,will feel a lil regret...haha...insane me!

hmm...but bside that i feel contented during these few months in f6..like i have learn much and become more matured?mayb not...LOL...the syllabus is broad!never will memorize all and what should i do?just try to stuck in all those points in my tiny little brain and sometimes me and friends will find an alternative ways to memorize those stupid words or points---creating some story relating all those points...^^...cool huh?so smart la!haha..

bside bside bside...
i love them!



haha...cute friends in form six
this is the most important i think...
no matter what...no man is an island..
we need friend...but jealous me have such friends..=P
motivate each others and share knowledge together...never be self-fish...the most most most important one is we share foods...hah,kidding....we just bring foods to school and tuition so that we won't die from hunger!was too busy during these holidays...everyday tuition and extra class...non-stop!until evening...we could really die for the food..haha...once recess we will craving for our meals...pity us..

SO,i dont really think it is a waste of time,money or any stupid choice i have made in choosing f6.enjoy it guys...lol...once u choose and u had chosen!there is no point looking back and blame that why it isn't that way...duh!

if really stress?
yea it's stress...tired of that and too adapted...
we normally chose to release it by playing basketball shouting all the way...like hell man!but the most effective way is sing k!love that...shout your lungs out!always do that with our lovely buddies!hmm...it's time!we should hang out gals...

CH!N@

taha....come back from yun nam lor...

but not recommended ...lol...except u love scenery so much...then u can go

but what i love there is the water...

it was so clean until you can see another forest in the water...nice!

went the highest mountain...as they say when u go up 1000m high the temperature will drop 6 degree celcius and there was 4506m high above the sea level...so can u imagine how cold was it?

cold until snowing...but as a Malaysian,u will never ever see a drop of snow in Malaysia...

haha...so i went...this is the only purpose i went there...

the day after that,i felt bored and tired...feel like going back to penang immediately..

hah...weird huh?should be enjoy...but end up shivering the whole day long watching flowers, herbs,silk,china's food...=.=...duh!

this is the only food i found interesting and eatable...

it is called过桥米线...the story was a women that prepare meal for her husband that studying or working at the opposite side from their house...everyday she need to walk through the bridge to send the meal for her husband but those meal always turn cool when it reach her husband hand..

one day she accidently found out a method to keep the noodle warm...and her husband give the name as he saw his wife walk through the bridge everyday to send him the noodle...

wana know how she found out...must try it and learn the way to eat...it's interesting

every meal there must have a beer...dunno why...sien la...forced me to drink tea everyday...no tea?tio beer...no beer?tio cola..sure kena kidney failure..=.=....

hmm...and the food can see but cant eat...lol...

complaining...bla...

the only thing i like is shopping time...but some of the thing quite expensive...

i like to go to the place somewhere like pasar malam...although it's packed..but many things to buy and see..=D...and the place is huge...will be lost there...>.<

and bro bought a spec...big spec...lol..to make his face look smaller maybe...heeee...

look like fang ta dong..XD

and there is so much more thing(mostly bad thing..)...lazy write d...XP

Finally back..

yea i'm back...as normal...=)

these few week would like stress out...

EXAM!

i hate that...but love that...

haha...hate because i stress

love because have stress...

XD...sot d...

have stress i can force myself...good thing huh..

if not i will lenggang whole day watching drama..XD

stress till like everyday my hair will drop..XP

and my mom always scolded me for that...lol...scold liao then?

i will ask my hair don't drop isit?lol...

she will always say "don't too tension..u want change school bo?if can't study i give u money go college study...nevermind de..."

aha!i appreciate that...but i wana try...see whether i have the ability to do it on my own..

maybe i can maybe i'm noob...

just wana try..=D

but anyway still have 1 year more to prove that...wait to see...XP

tada!this is what i do and eat during study..XP

and this...a must for bio student...eww...!!!hate to do it my own...

disgusting!and it's smelly!gonna pass up after exam..

finally finish exam...wuh!

finally have some time to breath...

yesterday during bio paper..all of us would like sitting around discussing where to go after exam...

these is what we always do during the last day of exam...planning how to play...lol..

as liee say we must work hard play hard...

work hard is we must study till ki siao...

play hard is during party time we must ki siao..

haha...this is our style...

so...we are free now!

do u hear it my fren?

we can hang out as usual again...XD..

yesterday after exam,we flee to min house...

and she told us st was having classes..a bit disappointed..thought can give her some surprise

but at last she make us surprise...she was at home...

pauline was there too...like we were bothering them..maybe

haha...just chit chat lor...

but next time...must go some where d lor...as we promised...

we already skipped two months d leh...

aha!this is nowadays we ppl de phone...all touch screen de wor

beh pai ya...XP

心。。。痛死了

就那么最后一张全家福。。

真的不相信你会这样走了。。。

不是已经说好脚好了以后要踏脚车吗？

不是已经说好脚好了以后要驾一辆比较好的车吗?

不是已经说好脚好了以后要回中国吗？

不是已经想好你的脚好了以后会一起做很多很多的事吗？

你怎么可以不交待一声的这么就走了。。

太过分了！

你可以在等一等吗？

为什么那么急着去找婆婆呢？

我们要怎么办，没有你我真的很不习惯。。

你可以再叫我吃饭吗？就那么最后一次。。一次就好 ='(

就叫我帮你倒垃圾。。叫我的名字。。

每当我赢了个奖牌回来只有你会称赞我。。

不管是第几名，你都说好！只有你。。

所以每次的每次我都会尽力的跑。。尽力的跑。。

你叫我以后要跑给谁看呢。。

你不是说那房间很冷吗。。你怎么又要回到那边。。

你很痛吗？还是要说什么？怎么一直抓着爸爸的手，抓得好紧。。

我们都在啊。。在陪着你渡过难关。。你怎么能放弃。。

爸爸都崩溃了。。你怎么忍心看到他这样。。

我还以为只有戏会这么演。。果然当医生走出来时，我们还真的哭了。。

没办法接受刚出院的你就这样画上一个句号

爸爸说你是世上最好最伟大的爸爸了。。

我说你是世上最好最伟大的阿公了。。。

好想再吃你做的菜，你做的饭，你做的每一样东西。。我都喜欢。

虽然你离开我们才8 天，大家还仿佛听到你在喊我们吃饭的声音。。

也更想你了。。

爸爸每天都在想你。。都在提起你。。

每当想到你心都特别的痛。。痛到哭了。。

是你害我每天每天都在想你。。

是你害我变得像个哭包。。

昨天是你出现在我梦里吧。。

忘了你说什么。。但你也在想我吧。。

你的背还会痒吗？要我帮你察药吗？

不要再跌到了。。会很痛。。我们也会痛。。

你好吗？

我真的很想你。。

保重了

心痛！

前几天，眼皮不知为何一直跳。。仿佛意味着有什么事情会发生，也不知道几时开始我变得那么迷信。。在担心会有什么坏事会发生。。这件事持续了三天。。更让我担心的是星期五的来临

阿公要开刀了。。

好紧长，更害怕，心也揪着痛了起来。。

很可怕！好担心他。。

每天回家他都在提醒我说星期五的到来。。眼里总是翻着泪光看着窗外，虽然这是平常都会看到的情况。。但那几天看了特别伤心。。='(

他在担心。。我知道。。

他比任何人都害怕。。我知道。。

他有很多很多东西都放不下。。一再的叮咛要这个要那个。。

更放不下我们吧。。

日子一天一天逼近，大家更越来越紧张。。

他进医院的那天我眼皮跳的次数比之前来得多，好担心。。讨厌那种感觉。。

补习后，去看了他一眼。。他笑笑的说有点不习惯，今晚睡不着了啦。。大家也微笑了。。因为我们都知道不是因为不习惯。

8点，他赶我们回家。。说他要睡觉了。。

我们就勉强答应了，说好，明天会再来。。

眼睛泛着泪光的他便说了一句让我觉得好心痛：没关系！明天不要来也行。

眼泪都快流下来了。。

隔天，在学校都不能专心。。看着手表。。要12点了。。

他应该要进去了吧。。（眼皮还在跳）

好害怕他会害怕。。

好担心他会担心。。

虽然知道只是个小手术，还是紧张。。好像会很痛。。=（

一放学就马上赶去看。。他还在手术房。。

大家都在外头祈祷。。

等了三四个钟头，他出来了。。

脚包得好大一个。。

很可爱的问了一句：开了吗？

大家放心了。。他笑了。。说不痛没感觉。。

回房后说里面好冷好冷。。

大家陆陆续续都到了。。阿公床边爆满了人。。可见我们家庭有多大吧！XD

过后护士拿了一包东西来，好奇怪。。

三八的我们都围了过去。。

wah!pizza?!

nurse:bukan la!itu dia kaki mia bone。。。

啊！大家都好有默契的退开。。哈哈

都笑开了。。

麻醉药过了后，他开始觉得不舒服。。

翻来翻去的。。不笑了。。

“很痛吗？”

“一点点”他说。。

对从来不喊痛的他来说，那应该很痛吧。。

不知为何我的心又开始痛了起来。。

我又能做些什么呢？真希望可以帮他痛。。分担点。。

他真的很痛。。

我们的心更痛。。

nothing much...

this monday,school assembly...

didn't went late...=D...phew!

i didn't really heard what they're talking in front anyway...

they announced our exam is going to held earlier..

sob....the previous exam just passed 2 weeks ago....

and now gonna suffer again!it's tough!really tough!argh..

the "T6" in class(we called ourselves...lol)always give each others strength or should i say pressure?...lol..wateva...but we did really much for each other because we know...we must score in stpm...i dont really like to compete with each other...i just wana try my best..but maybe for others that's where they find the pressure,a way to make them move on...we have our own ways as we are all special..=)...why T6?hmm...top 6?try to be like a G6?tough 6?talkative 6?bla bla bla...i also dunno...XP just we will stick 2gether whenever we go,study,eat,talk,activities even toilet...lol...

but i just like it!haha...at least there is someone to be with,to talk with...cause these few days i really stress out...maybe everyone of us..

we laugh and make noise in class...so loudly and annoying but we are crying and suffering inside..who knows?

don't stress urself...my friends...

jia you!gambateh!=D

the results had out...one of us must be the top 1..yes!as we promised!

i don't really did well haiz...expected..no hard feeling...XP