WTF!

hate to be innocent! 

so i will try to explain whenever thing go the way it shouldn't be.

but to act cool, i try to make it short and simple.

i apologies when i feel i'm wrong but don't take it like it's really my bad

who make me feel like that huh?think about that kay...

act like u are right and i'm wrong? u are so ungentle..

and i say it's my misunderstanding but later i found out that it's YOUR misunderstanding!

wth?!and i said it's mine!and u really blame me..

what a stupid person!

whatever!just to relive my anger..

3Y3 TW!TCH!NG...0.0

Am i superstitious? hmm?

sometimes maybe...

but after my grandpa deceased ,i really drown in to believe in the belief of eye twitching that old people always said...it really true...duh...because it really happened.

the first time that i still having a question on that belief was when my grandma pass away, my mom told me that her eye was twitching before that,like a warning...and then something bad really happened.

But then i have it just a week before grandpa gone into the operation's room,my right eye twitch everyday since then ,and i would like !!!!! is something gonna happen?i asked my mom as same thing happened to her before,and she didn't really give an answer,just ask which eye?pray more then.

i really worried.

so i pray,i pray everyday.

after his successful operation, my eye still twitch everyday. I thought it's really nothing, just ignore it.But i was wrong!It happened at last.......he never appear since then......and finally my eye stop twitching. Stupid thing!

 He stays in my heart instead.

Why i am talking bout this?oh ya, my eye twitch again!LOL...everyday too...but now it's the left one.i might wonder is it something bad gonna happened again?i never hope that good thing will happen on me,i am satisfied with my situation now,just don't let me lost anything,really.

but that thing was irritating, i can't concentrate in class.So i surf the net about it,only know that it's because of stress, tension, fatigue ,eye infection or eye too dry will cause same thing to happen.

so i sleep immediately after closing my pc, 3 hours...lol...a good reason to be lazy facing the whole stack of book huh?XP...

maybe i am really stress.

see my room's wall

full of notes! Shit la...

will have stress every morning when i open my eyes.

 something bothering me these days is my hair..lol...

always clip it aside instead of putting it down..my dad say i look like "gong kia" when i have fringe..=(

hurt! haha...jk...i thought of that too anyway..depend on my hair's mood too...sometimes it look good with fringe...hehe...

study time! will never worry bout my hair then!

i put on a hair band! muahahahaha....

P0T0NG!

cut my hair few days ago...fringe!ya it's my fringe..

but actually gonna cut it short...but i dont know...maybe didn't have that courage or something i just cut a layer..

hmm...once i tied it up my hair...it's seems weird so i pin it up..aiz..

so many people in class all have fringe..mayb all kinda same...so..i may be a lil bit different..hahaXP

bla bla bla ...wateva la...just stop here..=(..ton of things haven't finished!

+.+

hmm...study mode:ON!

my study mode:OFF!

pathetic la...please let me concentrate...

what distraction i am having now?i can't really figure it out...this is what i found bad..

ish!concentrate!

stupid me!

many things haven't revise...and yet school will reopen just a few days later...

pressure!the 1st week will have short test..gonna be tough!

bio's project just like a thousand miles!so far la..can't finish running it..

although the journey will end but it's not the time yet...i need to complete!

stupid thing!ish!

X'M@$

Christmas!...doing nothing actually...

as usual we went to have our lunch with a stupid spec and zo siao with cousin and lastly enjoy tv time during dinner...=)

quite simple....but i love simple!<3..

BLU3$

form sixth student's blues...
aha!this is what i found during my research..
i was suppose to search for the reason why we wana do a research on form sixth students' stress...and taha!found quite number of interesting stuff on that topic..
found some blog and some complaint that claim that F6 life is tough,
it is a waste of time,
it is a suicide choice,
it is a waste of money,
it is a dead end choice,
bla bla bla...
generally all about the negative side...
of course it is just sounded by those who fail..

so how about me?
i wonder....
and of course i am absolutely not the fail one...
and also not the succeed one as my result is still an unknown!ish!
hope that i can make it..=)
okay,back to the topic...i...agree that it is tough YES!absolutely totally it's right!only if u are hard working enough and if u have set a goal for yourself that you make sure you will do anything to achieve it.
so as a form sixth student be well prepared everyday to study at least 4-5 hours...
that make me feel tired!{honestly}
if i didn't,will feel a lil regret...haha...insane me!

hmm...but bside that i feel contented during these few months in f6..like i have learn much and become more matured?mayb not...LOL...the syllabus is broad!never will memorize all and what should i do?just try to stuck in all those points in my tiny little brain and sometimes me and friends will find an alternative ways to memorize those stupid words or points---creating some story relating all those points...^^...cool huh?so smart la!haha..

bside bside bside...
i love them!



haha...cute friends in form six
this is the most important i think...
no matter what...no man is an island..
we need friend...but jealous me have such friends..=P
motivate each others and share knowledge together...never be self-fish...the most most most important one is we share foods...hah,kidding....we just bring foods to school and tuition so that we won't die from hunger!was too busy during these holidays...everyday tuition and extra class...non-stop!until evening...we could really die for the food..haha...once recess we will craving for our meals...pity us..

SO,i dont really think it is a waste of time,money or any stupid choice i have made in choosing f6.enjoy it guys...lol...once u choose and u had chosen!there is no point looking back and blame that why it isn't that way...duh!

if really stress?
yea it's stress...tired of that and too adapted...
we normally chose to release it by playing basketball shouting all the way...like hell man!but the most effective way is sing k!love that...shout your lungs out!always do that with our lovely buddies!hmm...it's time!we should hang out gals...

CH!N@

taha....come back from yun nam lor...

but not recommended ...lol...except u love scenery so much...then u can go

but what i love there is the water...

it was so clean until you can see another forest in the water...nice!

went the highest mountain...as they say when u go up 1000m high the temperature will drop 6 degree celcius and there was 4506m high above the sea level...so can u imagine how cold was it?

cold until snowing...but as a Malaysian,u will never ever see a drop of snow in Malaysia...

haha...so i went...this is the only purpose i went there...

the day after that,i felt bored and tired...feel like going back to penang immediately..

hah...weird huh?should be enjoy...but end up shivering the whole day long watching flowers, herbs,silk,china's food...=.=...duh!

this is the only food i found interesting and eatable...

it is called过桥米线...the story was a women that prepare meal for her husband that studying or working at the opposite side from their house...everyday she need to walk through the bridge to send the meal for her husband but those meal always turn cool when it reach her husband hand..

one day she accidently found out a method to keep the noodle warm...and her husband give the name as he saw his wife walk through the bridge everyday to send him the noodle...

wana know how she found out...must try it and learn the way to eat...it's interesting

every meal there must have a beer...dunno why...sien la...forced me to drink tea everyday...no tea?tio beer...no beer?tio cola..sure kena kidney failure..=.=....

hmm...and the food can see but cant eat...lol...

complaining...bla...

the only thing i like is shopping time...but some of the thing quite expensive...

i like to go to the place somewhere like pasar malam...although it's packed..but many things to buy and see..=D...and the place is huge...will be lost there...>.<

and bro bought a spec...big spec...lol..to make his face look smaller maybe...heeee...

look like fang ta dong..XD

and there is so much more thing(mostly bad thing..)...lazy write d...XP

Finally back..

yea i'm back...as normal...=)

these few week would like stress out...

EXAM!

i hate that...but love that...

haha...hate because i stress

love because have stress...

XD...sot d...

have stress i can force myself...good thing huh..

if not i will lenggang whole day watching drama..XD

stress till like everyday my hair will drop..XP

and my mom always scolded me for that...lol...scold liao then?

i will ask my hair don't drop isit?lol...

she will always say "don't too tension..u want change school bo?if can't study i give u money go college study...nevermind de..."

aha!i appreciate that...but i wana try...see whether i have the ability to do it on my own..

maybe i can maybe i'm noob...

just wana try..=D

but anyway still have 1 year more to prove that...wait to see...XP

tada!this is what i do and eat during study..XP

and this...a must for bio student...eww...!!!hate to do it my own...

disgusting!and it's smelly!gonna pass up after exam..

finally finish exam...wuh!

finally have some time to breath...

yesterday during bio paper..all of us would like sitting around discussing where to go after exam...

these is what we always do during the last day of exam...planning how to play...lol..

as liee say we must work hard play hard...

work hard is we must study till ki siao...

play hard is during party time we must ki siao..

haha...this is our style...

so...we are free now!

do u hear it my fren?

we can hang out as usual again...XD..

yesterday after exam,we flee to min house...

and she told us st was having classes..a bit disappointed..thought can give her some surprise

but at last she make us surprise...she was at home...

pauline was there too...like we were bothering them..maybe

haha...just chit chat lor...

but next time...must go some where d lor...as we promised...

we already skipped two months d leh...

aha!this is nowadays we ppl de phone...all touch screen de wor

beh pai ya...XP