人生的另一个阶段

嗨！我的日记。

好多事情憋在我心里哦，只有告诉你了。

就从我自己说起吧，最近发现每走到哪都有好多人看着我。我都在想使我长得很奇怪吗？还是我脸上沾了些东西。心里突然自豪了起来，难道是我变漂亮了！百痴这本来就是事实。。（喂！哈哈开玩笑啦。。认真点）好啦，erm..我自认是我改变了，也许吧！其实我以前都会避免与陌生人甚至是朋友眼神接触，可自从我从台湾回来后有了不知从何而来的自信，开始抬头看人了，是看透人哦哈哈，是看着他们的眼睛。所以咯，我才会发现他们在看着我。对！我告诉自己我是时候改变了，要有信心也勇敢点，快要上大学了，要开始靠自己咯！加油吧！

说到上大学，台湾大学好大好漂亮！超想到那念书的不过我还没找到我所谓的人生目标，怎么办叻。。我再想想我应该会往医科方面去发展，也应该别无选择了吧，就这样吧。我有想象我上大学的生活是怎样的，哈！开始了，发白日梦。。我要每天早上去运动要不就参加与球类有关的社团，努力达到目标，晚上奋发图强，放假尽情去玩，开开心心的享受大学生活。是很简单吧，应该可以实现吧这小小的愿望。保佑保佑！只要遇到一群很可爱的朋友就好了。

下一个，我又要开始工作了。说起来还蛮好笑的，我走进一间眼镜店买隐形眼镜，与老板说着说着他就问说要来工作吗？很意外的我答应了。哈！就试试吧！三月开工了，加油吧，希望可以有收获咯。

I'M FREE!

6-12-2012

the last day of STPM..

The end of my life of form 6

hmm..should i be happy now..shouting and running everywhere like a siao lang..

haha...actually i did that few days before the exam end and start counting down..

and now..i have no feeling or any happiness..arrr..pathetic huh..

i don't know..erm..just,there are some worries about my result..

there are so many ppl talking bout 4 flat..

I don't really have the confident after the first paper end..

I try to work hard on the other papers then..but i don't know..

It's just doesn't seems right..my hand and my mind didn't work that smoothly

just have 不好的预感

pray pray pray..

ok end of this topic...

talk about my plan after this then..

hmm...

gonna start to search for university..

then find out what is my ambition..LOL

the most immediate stuff is accompany mom shopping or go wherever she want

haih,as i know she keep asking me wana go here go there..but i just ignore cuz really not in mood that time

so now,it time to pay back!

Then..gather back all friends..outing, sleepover ,gossip mayb?

then go find cafe or food that we talk bout all the time..."crepe" i want!

next is plan Taiwan's trip!yay!the most interesting part..hehe

lots of thing gonna discuss and pack..gonna enjoy it much

erhem..someone is gonna be jealous bout this.."wink"

aha...gonna keep fit too..hehe..

jog every morning!that's what i desire for..

if not i'm gonna end up become a big fat chicks in Taiwan..

last but not least...

i'm going to work...as what my mom want me to do..

erm..i dunno..it doesn't sound good..

after my first job,i swear,i will never work as a clerk..

it's boring and sleepy...ish..

thinking to be a teacher mayb?temporary la...

em em em...

ow ow!i'm going hong kong in june..weee...shopping again..

ermm..then mayb after this i'm going to prepare myself  to face my STPM results

argh...pray pray pray..

=)

Hey yo

Here I come again..

Remember this picture...we were always there to fool around in school

Hmm...miss that...

Although we still fool around these day...

The thought in our mind were different,totally different!

Last time fun was fun...it's really relax and excited

Now,fun is relieve,stree/tension release...

Burden!i can feel that load...even though we are having fun

During the time,we are still thinking that what or how can we do after that to replace those study time which we had already wasted for fun..

I'm stuck.

Trying to have a break but no!

I spend my time on the sofa in front of the tv..

Lol!bang me on the wall...

I can't take my eye off U,TV!

Can u get off of my life temporary?

Ahhhh...

Waste my time!

Aih but still u attracted me!ish!

Life is study temporary

Hmm...hi..i'm here again...after a few month later...=D Again gonna talk bout life.Well,my life now include only study. Hah bored huh?! Wateva, I thought of that too...but what to do? To achieve my goal..I gotta make excellent..weeeeee... Just finish muet exam...reading writing and listening in the same day..my brain are dead temporary...hope to get a band higher...pls pls pls..XP if not money will be wasted...it's wasteful la..... One more month to go for trial...wooooowwww...after the last exam I had stopped touching the book for about two weeks..and start it again till now.Shocking fact!i've changed...lol...book worm yo...I dunno maybe it's right according to old people says human change due to the environmental factor.Our class atmosphere doesn't change much actually but just the places of some of us and them had switched,trying not to talk during the lessons and avoid distraction from "good" friend according to mr kang..lol but after seeing those switches,my nerve shrink!pressure and tension is felt..good thing la actually...they are gonna make their last and tough attempt for STPM..woa!"me want too"...@.@..I want 4flat =>...last chance...=( Why last chance?u may think..if u've read the newspaper after the local Uni name list had released,u may find many of the issues were about students with good result get their last few choice..wth?! Good result mean those with 4 flats and 3.9..score..they can't get their dream Uni and how bout those below 3.9? Hmm humph ..u can imagine what they got la har.. So, some of the students were very disappointed with that...what causes that?they said co-curricular marks...and also the priority for matrix students..blablabla...not fair?! What to be blame? Laaaaaaaa....this is stupid,I hate the rules... The only thing that teacher said was u get 4flat lor..then u can choose if not,u never will have the chance to choose or u never have the right to do so!pathetic... Aiya...what can I do? I just have to studyyyyyy studyyyy to get 4 flats...don't make me disappointed if I really make it...heh!

I'm D0N3!

 Hi Blog!

except u..i find nothing or anyone to say to...

so not in mood..

teacher keep asking us to study,study and study..

instead of study,i find nothing to do..

but i don't wana study..=(

depressed!

i'm so lazy!am i?

haiz...

it's seems like everyone is running towards their goals so hard and they are working for it now!

what am i doing then?sitting in front of tv like a dead body, everyday sleeping like a log ,eat like a beggar.wth! fat like hell!

the past exam, i'm really done with it!

never feel like that before...my hand was shaking when i write.Am i nervous?or i'm just afraid that i couldn't pass it?i don't know..i didn't did my time management well...

i...i...

haiz...i am DONE! 

didn't expect much..just don't be too far from others will do..

My mood swing

what happened?

i'm impatient, i'm quick-tempered

keep thinking that why?why is it like that?

my heart become so narrow...lol...u know..not generous enough to be forgiving..

sobx..i am worst!

so emo la..

not like me...

become a weirdo d..

pls god, just make me more focus on what i suppose to do

ps: dont let the stupid tv keep distracting me!argh!

F0CU$!!!!!!

trying to release again...

exam is just a few days to go..

but the basketball mood haven't gone yet..argh!

when i tell it to my fren about what i feel,i found that everyone of them have the same thought as mine..lol..i'm not the only one...maybe it's too excited that time..we knew a lot of friends from the other school and were in the high mood,keep talking nonsense with them ..they're really friendly and nice..=)

glad that we didn't went back early..

forget about my car thing..it's just broken down that time and spoil our plan for going starbucks together..

but in the bright side we knew their teacher too..he volunteers to drive us back as he lives in our areas..he is sooo nice...and telling us story along the way back..

the f6 students in pcghs seem to like him so much..or should i say they treat him like friend..he's quite similar to mr kang who also can mix all over around with students..hah..i think every school must have such a teacher..=)

see,talking non-stop about that day...=.=

just too excited..about everything that had happened..many supporters..=)

love to hear their cheering ...

we could do better...but mayb that's fate..we nervous,we were not calm..aiz..

but whatever...we bring our bond closer..and had proved that we are sporty!

blah blah..basketball basketball...

just have to stop it!

still have half more year to go..and i will be free...i keep thinking of that

leo say wana go taiwan after that..^^..it's a must!

i want to do many thing after that...too many..

but pls..let me be more focus!focus!focus on stpm first..

really afraid that i can't cope with such heavy pressure..

my time management is bad,worst!

can't study all those stupid thing in time...

my laziness become serious too..argh!

pray pray pray...

i just need some concentration on study..

this few days were so tired and lazy..have a nap in the afternoon but still feel dizzy at night..

duh!it's time...

to study!

*whack*!

  

L@CK 0F T!M3...

recently was so busy...

tired of the "busy time" spending with lots of work,homework and books...

so tired!

maybe it's because of the time of nap i have had reduced..

too many movie that i wanted to catch up...LOL!

TV is too bad...it keep distracting me...argh!

keep waste time sitting in front of it

sometimes i really have that thought to destroy it!muahaha....

but i can't..=(

hmm...classmate recently was a bit weird...

i don't really like the atmosphere when we are together now...

it's weird...

some of them would like keep being frustrated and emotional...

too pressure?!maybe...

but i can't adapt lor...

something unpleasant that they usually do was acceptable

but when it turns out too often,people besides will too get annoyed..

i don't know, maybe i was the one that people get frustrated with..

no one to be blame,just that if our EQ is high enough,that's not the problem that we'll faced

hmm...trying to train my EQ higher..

be an easy going person...

ahh....released!

=D

get our individual picture few days ago...

everyone was complaining bout that they look fat in the picture...

become so white la...

haha..

so am i..

LOL...

but whatever la...never been that white before anyway...haha..

just the "fatness" still can't be accepted lo..

=.=..

UPD@T3S

was sleeping 15 hours since last night...

guess i was really dry out!

never been so tired before..

was celebrating birthday with min on friday...

in red box..

found this pic in my ipad..

lol...were they vanning last friday...LOL

wateva 

 and overnight at her house..

it's was nice having talk with them again..

we drink some beer i think..lol..18++ d lor...XD

until 3am only we slept and woke up at 6.30am...

the next day we had our handball competition!

it was tiring...but we won..=)

as only 2 groups competing..

we continue playing after the competition with the ex handball team and some boys

quite fun anyway..

was missing the days we trained for our competition..

too bad just few of us there...

after that

rushing to tuition...down

was fishing there...and pi said she almost fell down as she was closing her eyes during the lesson..LMAO..XD

was too tired i think...

when i reached home my mom asked me to go jogging with her..

i was like =.=...i'm gonna die!

straight lye on my bed and sleep like a "sleeping ugly"...

until this morning...

yeng!

and here i am!

=D