how boring these days....ahh!everyday work,tv,pc,sleep,dreaming,thinking,....
hmm...thinking what course should i take...
i hate this thought....this is the second thought i have in my life...
the first one was when i done my PMR in form 3 and going to form 4...making choices between accounts and sciences...erm...at last i chose sciences which everyone think that it has more choices in the future..maybe...
until now i had graduated...i never regret what i've chosen..hmm..i've took up accounts in form 4..and i've studied it too..but when i goes deeper and deeper...i felt i not really love it or needed it..
GIVE UP!...this had crossed my mind before...so i decide not to take the exam in SPM...but my account teacher stop me..she said since u have took it up these 2 years,why u just stop here like that..u did well..u could even get an A...take the exam!
i hesitate...''um,i worried that i can't handle the other subjects..i worred i can't achieve...i worried i can't get an A...this will waste my effort putting it in another extra subject..i really worry..."haiz...maybe it's just a "alasan"...
duh!...at last i really gone to the hall and take the exam..XD..
waiting to see the result..
i spend whole month to think what i wana do in the future...lol..can't made up my mind till now..how stupid am i..
still boring...still wondering...still thinking..=.=..
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