Tuesday, May 29, 2012

I'm D0N3!

 Hi Blog!
except u..i find nothing or anyone to say to...
so not in mood..
teacher keep asking us to study,study and study..
instead of study,i find nothing to do..
but i don't wana study..=(
depressed!
i'm so lazy!am i?
haiz...
it's seems like everyone is running towards their goals so hard and they are working for it now!
what am i doing then?sitting in front of tv like a dead body, everyday sleeping like a log ,eat like a beggar.wth! fat like hell!

the past exam, i'm really done with it!
never feel like that before...my hand was shaking when i write.Am i nervous?or i'm just afraid that i couldn't pass it?i don't know..i didn't did my time management well...
i...i...
haiz...i am DONE! 
didn't expect much..just don't be too far from others will do..

My mood swing
what happened?
i'm impatient, i'm quick-tempered
keep thinking that why?why is it like that?
my heart become so narrow...lol...u know..not generous enough to be forgiving..
sobx..i am worst!

so emo la..
not like me...
become a weirdo d..

pls god, just make me more focus on what i suppose to do
ps: dont let the stupid tv keep distracting me!argh!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

F0CU$!!!!!!


trying to release again...
exam is just a few days to go..
but the basketball mood haven't gone yet..argh!
when i tell it to my fren about what i feel,i found that everyone of them have the same thought as mine..lol..i'm not the only one...maybe it's too excited that time..we knew a lot of friends from the other school and were in the high mood,keep talking nonsense with them ..they're really friendly and nice..=)
glad that we didn't went back early..
forget about my car thing..it's just broken down that time and spoil our plan for going starbucks together..
but in the bright side we knew their teacher too..he volunteers to drive us back as he lives in our areas..he is sooo nice...and telling us story along the way back..
the f6 students in pcghs seem to like him so much..or should i say they treat him like friend..he's quite similar to mr kang who also can mix all over around with students..hah..i think every school must have such a teacher..=)
see,talking non-stop about that day...=.=
just too excited..about everything that had happened..many supporters..=)
love to hear their cheering ...
we could do better...but mayb that's fate..we nervous,we were not calm..aiz..
but whatever...we bring our bond closer..and had proved that we are sporty!

blah blah..basketball basketball...
just have to stop it!
still have half more year to go..and i will be free...i keep thinking of that
leo say wana go taiwan after that..^^..it's a must!
i want to do many thing after that...too many..
but pls..let me be more focus!focus!focus on stpm first..
really afraid that i can't cope with such heavy pressure..
my time management is bad,worst!
can't study all those stupid thing in time...
my laziness become serious too..argh!
pray pray pray...
i just need some concentration on study..
this few days were so tired and lazy..have a nap in the afternoon but still feel dizzy at night..
duh!it's time...



to study!
*whack*!