Leaving

Yeah~ Graduated with Honour, with Distinction~ wow.. Thank God! Never expect that but keep fighting for that. ;)

Appreciate and miss everything in University Life.

I'm always that kind of person who worried so much and was always afraid to change new environment.. it's working life now ~ omg~ new place new people like how it was 4 years back when i started my Uni life. Looking forward to it as it will be fun, worried about it as people are new and no one there when i needed (i mean close family).

Hopefully everything goes smoothly and got people guide me please~ keep feeling I will really be alone started from now on. OR should I say I should start independent now, bear my own responsibility, face critics all by my own :( not protective environment anymore~ no more mistake, no more stupidity~ Just thinking of it make me feel depress. It's Pre-working syndrome i guess. Sorry for all those negativity, I just need to release it~ keeping it to myself was quite hard ~

People said it's good to think of something advanced so that you could get prepared for it. I am! But people also said that I worried too much~ Argh! It's tiring though~

Thanks that I have friends around that I could rely on and talk to~ Appreciate that I have supportive family to make me stronger. I just wana stay at home though, that comfort zone; stay in hometown, that merry place;stay with family, that stressless home. I am not sure whether I've chosen a good company and working environment, the things I'm sure is I need to be happy of what I'm working with and be sincere with every person I encounter. Put in effort and do the best for every patient.

I hate how people judge my profession with money and pay. I hate how people doesn't value our effort. I hate people doesn't understand my profession and judge with what they think it is. Don't ever take people kindness for demand, it's because you are worth it thus we put in effort but not because I must. You are worth it because you believe in me and I believe in you. Things goes around like that~

Finger crossed this company could be another family for me .

New year! 2017

It's final year and half year left til graduation. Chinese New Year just passed so it's time for me to go back to settle all my thesis stuff. So annoying but I need to get it done !
I need someone to motivate and stressed me out to get things work. What a shame~ always get lazy and I could actually sit in front of the TV whole day. Know that it's unproductive but still doing it 🙄
Tonight has a gathering with the gang, and next day morning will be leaving to KL. It's time to get apart again. Hate this feeling. Keep thinking am I going to go through this later when I work. Will I work in Penang or will I work else where? 😔 Money matters~
It's Malaysian culture problem that "manja" me to be so spoon-feed isn't it? Everything need to be arranged , need to be pushed, so useless! Omg~ another problem is blaming others instead of ownself. One of my friend told me that, making me aware that I really act that way. Thus, every time when I try to speak on someone, I reflected.
So ! Should jump off from my comfort zone and slap that butt to work out stuff! Hmph! Right!

I had attended a few gathering last week. It's really nice to meet all of them up. So so so appreciate we still could update each other and talk like last time ! It's hard to gather everyone but at least we gathered. That's enough though~ as I'm not sure if could still have those attendance later on. 🙊

Owh ya had started my 2016 unfinished resolution on 14th Dec2016 😂 -- to workout everyday, then let's see the result 3 months later. It had been almost 2 months, not really have any effect on the weight reading ~ but just tummy not that protruding, those thighs get fitter and muscular. Anyway, should try harder 😛 to fit in my suite 😉 That motivating suit! Wheeeee~

Let's get thing done Sui Sui and perfect kay! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻