Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Wonder

As time flies , I realized many things have to change. It really had changed, relationship especially ~ if we don't get to manage it well, anything would happen like you will become strangers or even hater. Of course I'm not saying that I am hating someone or someone hated me (em .. I dunno maybe?) it's just a kind of feeling .
I am wondering if everyone feel the same way but I found myself keep hanging out with friends when I'm back from studies. It feel like some sort of mission to complete when I'm back. Sometimes I may found myself being annoying in a group chat because keep suggesting when to hang out, and no one replies.. The thing that I'm so damn frustrated of! No reply! At least a "no" mayb? So yeah I'm annoying ! I should keep quiet for sometimes and live my own life. 
I watched a Drama just now story was about 5 secondary friends growing up until their working life. Many issues happened among them but still there is one person that wanted everyone to be reunited and at least meet each other once in a month. At the end ended up sitting at the big table waiting for those never coming friends. Sadness overload~ maybe this will happens in real life or maybe in my life. 

I have a lot of girl friends so.. When I hang out , there's always girls in the picture . Another issue merged, people keep asking are u a lesbian why don't u go get a boy friend . What the... Is this something that I can control? =.= I'm really speechless . Maybe because I'm too ugly or too fat. By the way I'm trying hard on my weight but hah.. Motivation comes and goes so it make my weight fluctuates wtf! I need permanent motivation! ๐Ÿ˜ญ lets start that again when I gone back uni.
Aih .. If and only if my hair grows thicker, body and legs get slimmer. ๐Ÿ’ช (wishes) like forever!

Yeah relieved ! Because Facebook had too many ppl, Twitter don't allow me to type much, can't find a suitable insta photo to fit in everything , I still love to blog about my thought! 

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

No one knows I'm here~

Yeah ! It had been two years and as expected, blog will eventually be eliminated by the trend. Anyway, as there is a place for me to split out then it's enough.

        Em..University life is so not what I expected .It is really a pre-society-exposure place. I started realize that since my second year which is this semester. During my first year, I was so damn naive and think that everything was prepared, I can count on my friend if I don't know, those burdening thing try to avoid, I am still a little girl acting like a princess in home. PUI! okay, I know I'm wrong~ 
        
       My second year started and I got myself in an event. Lucky or not I was chosen to be the programmer with Stella. This was my very first time to participate in such event and also be a programmer.Challenging huh~ What I can say was I learnt a lot from this and I gain friendship. What I lost was my sleep time but I would say it's worth it!

       Actually before starting to type out this, I planned to write a whole long page of words.But in the end I would just want to conclude everything in short. I really feel sorry for those seniors that guide us along the way~ they are really good in person and their brain are really smart! Their ability had transcend us way too much. I had disappoint them and overlooked their feeling. They helped us so much and I'm just thinking how to complete my task as a programmer. Felt so awful when they give us the feedback. So sorry~ I should look at things more holistically. 

       After this event , I've grown up a lot. Thanks for everything and sorry for the mistake made. Copy what my buddy told me--people always learn from mistake, I will do my best if I still have the chance ^^ {feeling determined}

Here is those ๅ…ฑๆ‚ฃ้šพ็š„ๆˆ˜ๅ‹ไปฌ and cute bunch of juniors...love them so much! <3 comment-3--="">