I'M FREE!

6-12-2012

the last day of STPM..

The end of my life of form 6

hmm..should i be happy now..shouting and running everywhere like a siao lang..

haha...actually i did that few days before the exam end and start counting down..

and now..i have no feeling or any happiness..arrr..pathetic huh..

i don't know..erm..just,there are some worries about my result..

there are so many ppl talking bout 4 flat..

I don't really have the confident after the first paper end..

I try to work hard on the other papers then..but i don't know..

It's just doesn't seems right..my hand and my mind didn't work that smoothly

just have 不好的预感

pray pray pray..

ok end of this topic...

talk about my plan after this then..

hmm...

gonna start to search for university..

then find out what is my ambition..LOL

the most immediate stuff is accompany mom shopping or go wherever she want

haih,as i know she keep asking me wana go here go there..but i just ignore cuz really not in mood that time

so now,it time to pay back!

Then..gather back all friends..outing, sleepover ,gossip mayb?

then go find cafe or food that we talk bout all the time..."crepe" i want!

next is plan Taiwan's trip!yay!the most interesting part..hehe

lots of thing gonna discuss and pack..gonna enjoy it much

erhem..someone is gonna be jealous bout this.."wink"

aha...gonna keep fit too..hehe..

jog every morning!that's what i desire for..

if not i'm gonna end up become a big fat chicks in Taiwan..

last but not least...

i'm going to work...as what my mom want me to do..

erm..i dunno..it doesn't sound good..

after my first job,i swear,i will never work as a clerk..

it's boring and sleepy...ish..

thinking to be a teacher mayb?temporary la...

em em em...

ow ow!i'm going hong kong in june..weee...shopping again..

ermm..then mayb after this i'm going to prepare myself  to face my STPM results

argh...pray pray pray..

=)

Hey yo

Here I come again..

Remember this picture...we were always there to fool around in school

Hmm...miss that...

Although we still fool around these day...

The thought in our mind were different,totally different!

Last time fun was fun...it's really relax and excited

Now,fun is relieve,stree/tension release...

Burden!i can feel that load...even though we are having fun

During the time,we are still thinking that what or how can we do after that to replace those study time which we had already wasted for fun..

I'm stuck.

Trying to have a break but no!

I spend my time on the sofa in front of the tv..

Lol!bang me on the wall...

I can't take my eye off U,TV!

Can u get off of my life temporary?

Ahhhh...

Waste my time!

Aih but still u attracted me!ish!

Life is study temporary

Hmm...hi..i'm here again...after a few month later...=D Again gonna talk bout life.Well,my life now include only study. Hah bored huh?! Wateva, I thought of that too...but what to do? To achieve my goal..I gotta make excellent..weeeeee... Just finish muet exam...reading writing and listening in the same day..my brain are dead temporary...hope to get a band higher...pls pls pls..XP if not money will be wasted...it's wasteful la..... One more month to go for trial...wooooowwww...after the last exam I had stopped touching the book for about two weeks..and start it again till now.Shocking fact!i've changed...lol...book worm yo...I dunno maybe it's right according to old people says human change due to the environmental factor.Our class atmosphere doesn't change much actually but just the places of some of us and them had switched,trying not to talk during the lessons and avoid distraction from "good" friend according to mr kang..lol but after seeing those switches,my nerve shrink!pressure and tension is felt..good thing la actually...they are gonna make their last and tough attempt for STPM..woa!"me want too"...@.@..I want 4flat =>...last chance...=( Why last chance?u may think..if u've read the newspaper after the local Uni name list had released,u may find many of the issues were about students with good result get their last few choice..wth?! Good result mean those with 4 flats and 3.9..score..they can't get their dream Uni and how bout those below 3.9? Hmm humph ..u can imagine what they got la har.. So, some of the students were very disappointed with that...what causes that?they said co-curricular marks...and also the priority for matrix students..blablabla...not fair?! What to be blame? Laaaaaaaa....this is stupid,I hate the rules... The only thing that teacher said was u get 4flat lor..then u can choose if not,u never will have the chance to choose or u never have the right to do so!pathetic... Aiya...what can I do? I just have to studyyyyyy studyyyy to get 4 flats...don't make me disappointed if I really make it...heh!

I'm D0N3!

 Hi Blog!

except u..i find nothing or anyone to say to...

so not in mood..

teacher keep asking us to study,study and study..

instead of study,i find nothing to do..

but i don't wana study..=(

depressed!

i'm so lazy!am i?

haiz...

it's seems like everyone is running towards their goals so hard and they are working for it now!

what am i doing then?sitting in front of tv like a dead body, everyday sleeping like a log ,eat like a beggar.wth! fat like hell!

the past exam, i'm really done with it!

never feel like that before...my hand was shaking when i write.Am i nervous?or i'm just afraid that i couldn't pass it?i don't know..i didn't did my time management well...

i...i...

haiz...i am DONE! 

didn't expect much..just don't be too far from others will do..

My mood swing

what happened?

i'm impatient, i'm quick-tempered

keep thinking that why?why is it like that?

my heart become so narrow...lol...u know..not generous enough to be forgiving..

sobx..i am worst!

so emo la..

not like me...

become a weirdo d..

pls god, just make me more focus on what i suppose to do

ps: dont let the stupid tv keep distracting me!argh!

F0CU$!!!!!!

trying to release again...

exam is just a few days to go..

but the basketball mood haven't gone yet..argh!

when i tell it to my fren about what i feel,i found that everyone of them have the same thought as mine..lol..i'm not the only one...maybe it's too excited that time..we knew a lot of friends from the other school and were in the high mood,keep talking nonsense with them ..they're really friendly and nice..=)

glad that we didn't went back early..

forget about my car thing..it's just broken down that time and spoil our plan for going starbucks together..

but in the bright side we knew their teacher too..he volunteers to drive us back as he lives in our areas..he is sooo nice...and telling us story along the way back..

the f6 students in pcghs seem to like him so much..or should i say they treat him like friend..he's quite similar to mr kang who also can mix all over around with students..hah..i think every school must have such a teacher..=)

see,talking non-stop about that day...=.=

just too excited..about everything that had happened..many supporters..=)

love to hear their cheering ...

we could do better...but mayb that's fate..we nervous,we were not calm..aiz..

but whatever...we bring our bond closer..and had proved that we are sporty!

blah blah..basketball basketball...

just have to stop it!

still have half more year to go..and i will be free...i keep thinking of that

leo say wana go taiwan after that..^^..it's a must!

i want to do many thing after that...too many..

but pls..let me be more focus!focus!focus on stpm first..

really afraid that i can't cope with such heavy pressure..

my time management is bad,worst!

can't study all those stupid thing in time...

my laziness become serious too..argh!

pray pray pray...

i just need some concentration on study..

this few days were so tired and lazy..have a nap in the afternoon but still feel dizzy at night..

duh!it's time...

to study!

*whack*!

  

L@CK 0F T!M3...

recently was so busy...

tired of the "busy time" spending with lots of work,homework and books...

so tired!

maybe it's because of the time of nap i have had reduced..

too many movie that i wanted to catch up...LOL!

TV is too bad...it keep distracting me...argh!

keep waste time sitting in front of it

sometimes i really have that thought to destroy it!muahaha....

but i can't..=(

hmm...classmate recently was a bit weird...

i don't really like the atmosphere when we are together now...

it's weird...

some of them would like keep being frustrated and emotional...

too pressure?!maybe...

but i can't adapt lor...

something unpleasant that they usually do was acceptable

but when it turns out too often,people besides will too get annoyed..

i don't know, maybe i was the one that people get frustrated with..

no one to be blame,just that if our EQ is high enough,that's not the problem that we'll faced

hmm...trying to train my EQ higher..

be an easy going person...

ahh....released!

=D

get our individual picture few days ago...

everyone was complaining bout that they look fat in the picture...

become so white la...

haha..

so am i..

LOL...

but whatever la...never been that white before anyway...haha..

just the "fatness" still can't be accepted lo..

=.=..

UPD@T3S

was sleeping 15 hours since last night...

guess i was really dry out!

never been so tired before..

was celebrating birthday with min on friday...

in red box..

found this pic in my ipad..

lol...were they vanning last friday...LOL

wateva 

 and overnight at her house..

it's was nice having talk with them again..

we drink some beer i think..lol..18++ d lor...XD

until 3am only we slept and woke up at 6.30am...

the next day we had our handball competition!

it was tiring...but we won..=)

as only 2 groups competing..

we continue playing after the competition with the ex handball team and some boys

quite fun anyway..

was missing the days we trained for our competition..

too bad just few of us there...

after that

rushing to tuition...down

was fishing there...and pi said she almost fell down as she was closing her eyes during the lesson..LMAO..XD

was too tired i think...

when i reached home my mom asked me to go jogging with her..

i was like =.=...i'm gonna die!

straight lye on my bed and sleep like a "sleeping ugly"...

until this morning...

yeng!

and here i am!

=D

SM!L3..=)

ahh...fresh air..

first term exam had over

was very pressure last few days..never feel that before...

head was so heavy but still like will never finish studying

i told mom bout that and she will always say don't study so hard don't force urself too much

hmm...although always heard the same thing everytime but still feel warmth..hehe...

next time will be tougher...a bit worried...worry that the horrible feeling will come again..

......

i can concur it!

anyway, i started jogging today..thinking to train back my stamina

stamina is getting worst and worst just run a round in botanical garden,and i was breathing so heavily

that's unexpected...too bad for me...

so today in school, i have ran 9 rounds along the road and 3 rounds around the field..

feel contented ..=)

love the feeling when i run..ahh...

thinking to loss some weight too...hahaha...

ow...this saturday, we are going to have a handball competition 

yay!haha...hope we can win!

hmm...this few weeks we are planning to train our badminton skills too because the following weeks we are again going to have a badminton competition with chung ling..woo~many competition..

a way to release stress..heeee....

tired!

=)

N3W Y3@R 2012!

yay!finally put my fringe down...

XP

this is the face of 2012!

除夕，初一，初二..spend time with parents ^^

so nice!=D

have breakfast, lunch, dinner together the whole day...

love that atmosphere!wow!

everyday sleep till 11 something..it would like whoa!fresh air la...

初三，have fun with cousin...gone to qb and plan to watch a movie but sad to say that we hate waiting..as the queue was too long that day...we walk and walk till my leg hurt then only sat down and ate a bowl of tom yam..^^...oh and i used the RM50 voucher...ngam ngam spend RM50.10..

it 's bit boring walking there and buy nothing but after going back... cam-whore time..XD

zo siao the whole day..

and today...start studying again..=(

gonna switch off the new year mood d...

test coming...sien sien sien!

{真是个自恋狂！

哈！没办法。。反正没人会看到。。XP}

WTF!

hate to be innocent! 

so i will try to explain whenever thing go the way it shouldn't be.

but to act cool, i try to make it short and simple.

i apologies when i feel i'm wrong but don't take it like it's really my bad

who make me feel like that huh?think about that kay...

act like u are right and i'm wrong? u are so ungentle..

and i say it's my misunderstanding but later i found out that it's YOUR misunderstanding!

wth?!and i said it's mine!and u really blame me..

what a stupid person!

whatever!just to relive my anger..

3Y3 TW!TCH!NG...0.0

Am i superstitious? hmm?

sometimes maybe...

but after my grandpa deceased ,i really drown in to believe in the belief of eye twitching that old people always said...it really true...duh...because it really happened.

the first time that i still having a question on that belief was when my grandma pass away, my mom told me that her eye was twitching before that,like a warning...and then something bad really happened.

But then i have it just a week before grandpa gone into the operation's room,my right eye twitch everyday since then ,and i would like !!!!! is something gonna happen?i asked my mom as same thing happened to her before,and she didn't really give an answer,just ask which eye?pray more then.

i really worried.

so i pray,i pray everyday.

after his successful operation, my eye still twitch everyday. I thought it's really nothing, just ignore it.But i was wrong!It happened at last.......he never appear since then......and finally my eye stop twitching. Stupid thing!

 He stays in my heart instead.

Why i am talking bout this?oh ya, my eye twitch again!LOL...everyday too...but now it's the left one.i might wonder is it something bad gonna happened again?i never hope that good thing will happen on me,i am satisfied with my situation now,just don't let me lost anything,really.

but that thing was irritating, i can't concentrate in class.So i surf the net about it,only know that it's because of stress, tension, fatigue ,eye infection or eye too dry will cause same thing to happen.

so i sleep immediately after closing my pc, 3 hours...lol...a good reason to be lazy facing the whole stack of book huh?XP...

maybe i am really stress.

see my room's wall

full of notes! Shit la...

will have stress every morning when i open my eyes.

 something bothering me these days is my hair..lol...

always clip it aside instead of putting it down..my dad say i look like "gong kia" when i have fringe..=(

hurt! haha...jk...i thought of that too anyway..depend on my hair's mood too...sometimes it look good with fringe...hehe...

study time! will never worry bout my hair then!

i put on a hair band! muahahahaha....

P0T0NG!

cut my hair few days ago...fringe!ya it's my fringe..

but actually gonna cut it short...but i dont know...maybe didn't have that courage or something i just cut a layer..

hmm...once i tied it up my hair...it's seems weird so i pin it up..aiz..

so many people in class all have fringe..mayb all kinda same...so..i may be a lil bit different..hahaXP

bla bla bla ...wateva la...just stop here..=(..ton of things haven't finished!